Category: Loneliness

Loneliness, Anger, and Trust Issues

When I was young my parents decided they wanted to get a divorce. I was placed in my mom’s care at age 2. From then on, I spent the younger years of my life in the care of my grandparents. My mom, though she tried hard to be a part of my life, had to…
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From Loneliness to Belonging

Many high school classmates might have described me as arrogant, and some would have even labeled me a bully. I was on the football and swimming team, and I used those sports positions to intimidate those around me, who were smaller and weaker. I was proud of my German heritage and my accomplishments, and I…
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Chasing –> Pursued

Growing up going to church with my family, I could spit doctrine and verbalize a belief in Jesus, but I only lived it out when it was convenient for me. I talked about it when I was a captain of Fellowship of Christian Athletes, in church youth group, or with my mom when I had…
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Faith in Eternal Things

Throughout my life, I have relied on relationships with other people, to the point where I was idolizing them. I’ve always feared being alone, and so I put myself in bad relationships or focused too much on relationships. Whether it be with boys, friends, or my parents, I relied too heavily on them. This worked…
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Unconditional Love

In high school, I was involved in a long-term relationship. Being with him made me feel like I belonged. I thought the relationship would bring me joy, especially as I watched my mom fight through alcoholism and depression. I missed almost more school than I attended because of chronic migraines. I pushed away everyone who…
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He Fills the Void

My story. Have you ever felt helpless? Alone? Out of control of your own life? Honestly, if you are in college, this is pretty much your daily life. Sometimes, I run through these feelings even before breakfast. For others, that is their whole life. A void that will never be filled, no matter how many…
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